May 23, 2013

So it seems that suddenly there is a rise of views on my blog eh?
And comments!
So after all the little trick of "threat of destruction" after all works, eheh.
 Good. Well, therefore, the blog continues! And now, I must thank all those who read the blog, it's great to know that my blog is not a complete fail. And I promise not to be a little bitch from about to the amount of views on my blog for now on.

In news, I'm at home, so FUCK YEAH! I got 16.9/20 on my drawing test! FUCK YEAH! I'm sick at home! . . . not going to School! FUCK YEAH!

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I Continue to develop a style to make my comics. And if I get a scanner I'll make it a webcomic.
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Today's topic will be, ok, a topic ... hmm ... it's usually easier ...
Oh and how about this: Should I add a "vlog" to my blog posts? By the way, for those who do not know what a vlog is, "vlog" is a "faggy" term means to say video-blog, so a recorded blog, with my face saying some uninteresting crap about myself with low quality sound and video, and stupid jokes.
But of course, I'll try to focus on things that you can discuss and talk about, and I do not just talk about crap that happened to me.
I'll make a poll so you can vote there beside ----->
Ok

I'm also out of ideas for what to talk about in the next post, so you can comment with any ideas to discuss, and I will speak of it in the next post.

And now, bye, because I have to hurry and go to school to have a philosophy test.
(not even sick can I escape this huh?)

Who cares.

UPDATE: (attention, I will after all not end the blog, because as long as there is at least 1 person who reads this, it will continue.)

Well, that's it. Nobody reads this. I am beginning to suspect that the views of my blog are merely people who ended up here here by coincidence.

Since it is not worth talking to the walls, it is better to end the blog.

Of course, if someone is really interested in continuing to read my blog, then tell me, because I will not be humilliate myself writing for no one.

It's a shame. I like to see what people think of my ideas, stories, designs, and even jokes, but maybe it's time for me to accept that I am not no popular enough to have followers, and maybe I'm being a bit atention whore by creating a blog. We must admit that we all have a little atention whore within us. Just some are more notable than others.

Maybe I should take this as a life lesson, something that the generation of today must learn:
decentralize yourself of your ego, forget who you are because in this world no one cares who you are, but what you do.

Everyone thinks they're different, that they're special, even me. And this capitalist world tries to make it look like that with beautiful phrases. The facebook, twitter, blogs, any social network gives you the opportunity to show the world who you are. But nobody wants to know. No one wants to hear about your "stylish timeline" or your very inspiring phrase, because these things for many likes and comments they have, people do not want to know, just give likes for the same reason, for people to think that you liked it because you're a cool person.

Now that I think about it, social networks are only useful for to you to show things to a mirror disguised as other people.



In the end, I think then I will continue to try to fight my ego and become less centralized. It's harder than it looks. It is not easy when you think you have a lot of cool qualities you liked to share with the world and just not show them. It's human nature to want to show how cool I am. But when the world ignores you, it is better to accept the facts.

What annoys me is that there are a lot of people with little interest that has so much more "spotlight". Why not me? I have bad luck? Is it the problem of "not going to like his stuff because I do not know him well?" I talk about things they do not understand? Do I just like different things from the majority? Does the reason for my Ego is the need to have someone to like me, so I like myself? Or rather, I do not like anyone so my ability to like channels to myself? Well, not true, I have friends who I like ... So what is it? Why do I feel ignored?

You know what.
I'm sick of repressing things. Whenever I don't have what I want I try to learn to live without it, but I am always unsuccessful.

"Never no chick like me" I do not need chicks.
"Nobody listens to me" I listen to myself.
"I did not take the grade I wanted to" Grades do not define me.
"I can not find a band I really like" I create music I like.
"I can not find a chick who understands me nor I like" I just need myself.

And if anyone actually read this, do not think I'm depressed or anything. It's probably a stupid teenager phase, and use this blog as a psychologist. I'm so gifted that I even serve as a psychologist for myself :P (kidding ok?)

May 12, 2013

Oh right, I have a blog.

Yes, I know, I have written very little, but no one visits my blog, so I'm not worried. So thank you for reading this. The blog allows me to see how many people visited it, and this week has been about 3 per day, unless there's someone in "incognito mode".

How is that so many people have followers in their boring blogs? I'm not saying that my blog is not boring, but at least some followers ...

Nobody makes comments ...

Few visits ...

Why do I have it then?

Anyway, the news is, I'm home! my beautiful perfect home that I didn't went for about, almost a year? After living in temporary houses it's so good to be back.

Oh yes, and Lara and Sasha are home too, my dear pets. The lara is our bitch (hehe), and sasha our cat. But they hardly seem to recognize us, or even the house ... I was waiting for a reception like in the movies in which they ran towards us at sunset, but they didn't.

Well, said the news, and said what I think, it's what is normal in my posts, so that's all for today.
Have a nice day.

May 1, 2013

"Hello once again, audience."

Nothing better to enjoy this beautiful holiday to stay home sick with a gastroenteritis, or whatnot.

Okay, that's it, I do not feel like doing anything.

I spent the day in bed watching videos on youtube.

April 29, 2013

"How are you, fellow readers!"

eh, I'm really running out of entries.

I have some ideas for a comic, but this idea is a bit more serious than the others, so I need a different drawing style, perhaps more or less style "Corto Maltese".

The main base is a revolution worldwide. The revolution is more or less my idea of human going bak to their origins, but the reader can choose which side he wants, the revolutionaries or the civilized. Also, as in all the revolutions, some will be more radical than others, so, there are good civilized (I believe that humanity  can manage to evolve for the better) and good revolutionaries (our goal is to keep peace) and the bad, who want genocide of the opponent, and lose their argument.

The idea of revolutionaries remain about the "balancing", the Ying and Yang, the values ​​of nature, life and death are part of the cycle of the world, animals are as much as us.

Probably the interests of BD will be mstly about the distortion of the revolution in the course of time, that no one wants the same as before, and as human nature is the same this chaos.


by the way, does anyone remember this guy?



Well, apparently the creator of "Earthworm Jim", Doug TenNapel, has a lot of other awesome creations and BDs. A Webcomic he is developing called "Nnewts" is brilliant, the drawing style is fantastic. And attention, he doesn't do childish things, quite the contrary, he is on of those who loves killing characters without any problem.

blog:

http://tennapel.com/

Ratfist (BD):

http://ratfist.com/

Nnewts: (carry on "first" because it starts on the last page)

http://nnewts.com/

Have a good reading.

April 25, 2013

Welcome to my blog, please, come in.
You can sit wherever you want. Would you like some tea? ...

Ah. A holiday came just handy. Pity that Friday is the most exhausting day in terms of time ...
is almost like being in a marathon, then stop a bit, and then sprint to the end.

Oh well. Today is April 25, what about talking a little bit 'bout why we are in holiday?
How about no?
Ok

Continuing ...
Every day that passes I can only think of one thing, that my theory of living in nature. Increasing everyday pulls me, something in me is trying to tell me something, my instinct, I think. Just know that when I look around, something is very wrong, really wrong. Does the problem lies elsewhere? Maybe something is wrong with me. But no, the world is, something tells me to stop it ...  Protests about hunger problems, war, etc I've never seen anyone say something good about society compared to what people say nowadays.
But ever since the human is criticized heavily for their problems, wars, and for thousands of years it is trying to find a solution.
I can not eat my lunch, knowing that half the world is hungry. I do not deserve, I'm not more than others! I did nothing to get my lunch, and there are those who struggle to get a bread! How can I live rested, if I know it will stay that way forever?
I can not live with luxuries.
I want to live away from it, rested, I want to live with what I believe to be right, the supposed. What I believe that brings real peace of soul, which I believe it is to live, because the rest is not living. What we have now is an artificial life, fueled fantasy created by our mind, movies, images, music, books, stories. And so we do not have to leave home. But this causes a conflict with me, as if something was simply wrong. I want to live my stories, I want to see my landscapes, I want to eat the food i gather, feel the cold, the heat, the wind. Feed my soul, and not live EASY pleasures.

"But it's dangerous!" Yes, it is very dangerous, but to me, life hasn't so much value. I do not know what to expect next? may even be better. Furthermore, we do not have to run from death at all costs. We do not have to live up to being so old we end up being bored of life and wanting to die. We should enjoy life, and I do not say live it as much we can, but while we live it, we must like it.

Society today does not make sense. It seeks the impossible luxury for everyone. But there are many impossible obstacles that prevent us. The problem is that we look for something that is out of the plane of reality, we seek a dream. Man always seeks the dream, the perfect. But when this is impossible, we must accept it, not live in this transient state of disorder that is not so transitory.

April 22, 2013

Hello everyone, and sorry for the delay!

So, well, I'm on a hard week full of work. But the reason why I have not written much is because I have been watching "Avatar: the legend of Aang" and, well, I have not been with a lot to say. But well, I'm going by threads saying things that have happened:

-my brother has a Wah Wah pedal, and I've been using as well :D
-I am full of work to do for the drawing lesson;
I'm thinking about advancing with some of my comic book projects;
-I started music lessons, I've said it already;
-I continue with the ambition to be Youtuber;
-I ended"Avatar", and now I'm depressed about how life is so boring;
-I'm still playing "Lost Vikings" and it's becoming truly frustrating.

Now, to the next topic I will talk about all my projects, all the ideas I've ever had. I've always had ideas to do that or tha-
AHHHHH
Damnit, forget. "it's time to go to bed."
When I live alone ...

bye. Argh.